anyone know of any opportunities for a (talented and professional) photographer, in North Carolina? Or Germany… it all depends.

ok so TJ is more than just a friend. far more than that.

i am willing to drop everything and go – it must be something special

something has clicked – like a light going on inside.

he’s even told his mom about me.  his MOM!

“only the good things – which is everything” he said.

a hopeless romantic who loves horses (and all animals!) is honest and bighearted, a twisted sense of humour like mine, sarcastic and snarky, like me… _so_ much in common. makes me laugh till my stomach hurts… and smile so much my jaw aches… makes me so comfortable.

doesn’t hide anything from me – i ask, he answers – no bullshit, no lies. no walls.
no STRINGS. it’s like a gale of fresh air, not just a breath! blown all the cobwebs away, all the heartache…

everyone has been commenting on how _well_ i look, how happy i seem… well now you know why.

it’s all him.  (and A.T of course – but the A.T helped me be open to new things and new people and he is that “people”)
and i’m so glad.
he is so special.

i can’t keep it in anymore.
there. out in the open.

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